So, I met Rain online 5 years ago and we decided to meet up. We hit it off and our relationship was like a fire that sparked quickly. We had passion. We were intense. Hot and steamy. Then, after three days, she ended it. She felt rejected by me with something I had said. She wanted to see other people and have fun. Which she did. I did as well. Sunday again. I remember. Blam! Over. I was shocked, as always. My broken record it seems haha.
Within a week, she wanted me back. I believe it was after a few days. I looked in my email box and realize I saved our old conversations from years ago. I read through some of them. The same words I heard a couple of weeks ago. So, we got back together and sizzled some more. We clicked so well sexually. I introduced her to new highs and things she did not experience before. We laughed, played pool, just had fun all the time.
Fast forward a month. August 2005.
We had a passionate night of sex at her house. Showed her a couple of new things. When all was said and done, she ended it. The same words. The same words! I was like, huh???? I was getting too close to her and it was freaking her out. I said ok and left. Shocked. My repeating emotion.
About ten days later, she wants to meet. We do. She seduces me back and I willingly accept. But, someone has entered the picture. Some mysterious former boyfriend is back in the picture. He has money. Older than her. Adult or almost adult daughters. Divorced. Buys her things. He is back in the picture now. So she asks, can we still be together and see other people? We talk for awhile and agree since we have only been together for five weeks and I was not looking for an exclusive thing. Lets call this guy by his supposed name, "Tony."
So, we continue and get more serious. She is seeing a few guys at this point and it bothers me. I find out she has been overly flirting to the point of cyber sex, meeting various guys, fucking them on the first meeting, etc. It is too much for me and I end things. She flips out. She tells me she loves me and I do the same, saying its over. That weekend I leave and visit my Mom with my daughter. Over that weekend she calls me, pleads with me, etc. After a week we reconcile. She agrees to only see me and "Tony." I tell her now that our feelings are in the open, it has to be him or me. She asks if she can have a month to decide. By Christmas. I agree.
That month was hell for me. This guy buys her diamond earrings, etc. He offers her a life with a new house, etc. She picks me and tells me XMas eve. I am elated. We hug, we kiss. He is gone. She told me she broke it off for him at Carabbas over dinner and he cried, left. Done. At her house that week, I saw an envelope on the counter. I had given her an envelope previously with pictures I printed out of us and she kept it on her. So, I thought this was our pics. I even asked her, hey honey are these are pics. She was doing something and said yes. I open them. They were private pictures of her and this guy. From the past. She was heavier then, different hair style. She freaked out and took them quickly, saying her gave those back to her after she ended it. So there was my proof he was gone it seemed. I dropped it and we went on our merry way.
Merry indeed.
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